I'm sorry is a set of words that people blurt out on demand when needed.  When saying I'm sorry, there needs to be a certain emotion and energy that comes with those words.
There is a feeling and emotion that one puts out to the person  receiving the apology.  
When YOU realize that you have made a mistake or have done something to hurt someone another words you've done something you shouldn't have done, you say I'm sorry.   Is that a reaction which is a set of words you learned to throw out when someone responds with pain or a negative emotion?  

I'm sorry has to be a feeling and an emotion that you feel deep inside your heart.  That feeling has to comes from your mind, body and soul.  YOU say you're sorry because you feel their pain or your pain.  It's packed with heartfelt energy.

When someone tells us we did something to hurt them we may say sorry- because its the right thing to do.  I'm not saying that this is wrong I'm simply saying that if it isn't from your mind, body and soul and that emotion from inside that triggers those I'm sorry words.  If not then it's most likely from your mind that logical side that tells you that you did something wrong and hurt that person so after that out comes these words.  They are a learned reaction to an action.  The ears send a message to the brain, that then tells the mouth to say something.  It's because they are telling me it hurts so therefore when this action gets that reaction I say this!  Two plus two equals four!

To say sorry and mean it is very important but more importantly after you say it, and only when you mean it, you need to ask if that person you apologized to accepts your apology,  Very important step a lot of people are unaware of so it gets skipped.  Which means we don't know if it was received.

Saying sorry not only allows that person to release the pain or hurt but it also allows you to release it.  There is a great amount of healing that comes from admitting you were wrong or wronged someone and to come to terms with it and to be vulnerable enough to open up your heart is very healing for them but more for your mind, body and soul.  But remember only if you really feel that emotion not if it a reaction to an action.

I am sorry if I hurt you.  I really didn't mean it.

Thank you for reading and I hope that you learned something from reading my blogs.

I'm send you blessings.
Peej

January 24, 2014 
I want to make sure people understand that I take my Spiritual Gift very serious.  Someone came into my office for a session a week or so ago.  I did my normal routine energy healing on her, channels the messages that came forward, gave guidance and then asked her if she had any questions at the end, like I normally do. Normally a person doesn't have questions, but she did.  She asked if I you could communnicate with her family that have passed?  I said yes.....
This is just an example of what I recall she did (NOT what she did exactly, because I channel I don't recall a lot of what is said in my sessions percisely)  but so you get an idea I'm going to give you an example closest to what I recall transpired in my office that day.  It really made me feel uncomfortable and abused spiritually.  Apparently she thought "Spiritual Healer Medium Peej" was a VIDEO GAME and you just put a quarters in and connect with a loved one that has passed to spit out a message or two, and then you just put in another quarter and see what another loved one has to say and yet another quarter in- to see what another dead realiative has to say.  
I'm not sure how other people connect, but for me if the loved one that has passed has messages they will make themselves known and present right when the clients enters my office, and they will talk and give messages before I can start my normal routine of energy healing work, sometimes resulting in me doing energy healing at the end or not doing it at all. 
If a client wants to dial up a loved one at the end then the client says I wanted to connect to my mom then most times I can hear, see or feel them. but other times I ask them to please say their name and for me- its like dialing up the spirit of that loved one then I can either see them and explain what they look like or I can feel them in my body, where I take on their energy and I can explain where they had pain or health issues.  I always hear them in combination to either seeing or feeling them.

So here's an example of what I recall and close to what took place a week or so ago: I did everything I normally do and once I was done I remember I asked her if she had any questions.  She said she wanted to connect with her grandma Sue... So immediately I explained that I felt something very painful in my stomach asked if this made sense to her, she confirmed that her grandmother had passed of stomach cancer- k -k-  Then I say she is showing me a truck- she confirms- yes she drove a truck....  This is the way Spirit of a loved one that has passed will make themselves present by giving me information only you know.   
Then she puts another quarter in (figurativly speaking) and says what about my uncle Joe immediatly I feel major pain in my head and mostly on the left side.  I ask her does this make sense to you or mean something?  She confirmed that yes it did because he had head trama on the left side from a motorcycle accident.  Then she says what about my cousin Bobby Joe does he have anything to say to me?... 

So after her fourth dial up- I said I can't  connect to see if and what they have to say to you.  I feel like I should have said this isn't a video game or I'm not a video game. But it wasn't until after she left that it bothered me.
Honestly I felt like I had been drug through the energy mud and spiritually exhausted because I take on loved ones and their energy, feelings and emotions it can be a lot of energy expelled for me and exhausting.  Plus I felt taken advantage of and used and abused spiritually which extremely affected me negatively which then irritated me, after her session.

SO HERE I AM BLOGGING about this.  My gift to communicate with a loved one is to be respected and taken very serious.  This is not a game, or joke and is NOT to be used to see or prove to you that Peej is really connected spiritually.  My connection to the After-Life is sacred!  I have helped many people bring healing to their mind, body and soul with the gift of being able to connect with a loved one that has passed.  Your Loved One will show me, tell me or give me feelings through vibrations that make sense to you, NOT ME, to confirm they are present, around us to help guide, solve, or clear up things and they bring forward information they want to share with you to guide you towards healing and closure.  

I am the channel and deliverer of messages NOT a video game to just randomly see what they have to say to you or to just experiment with connecting with your loved ones because you're curious and bored.  So please respect my connection.  If you want to connect with a loved one to get closure, healing which confirms that they are around and to experience the gift that there is life after death then schedule a session and they will channel information only makes sense to you, through me to you.  And most times they will help me hear, feel or see where you need healing, inspiration and guidance in your life and sometimes without stepping forward and making themselves appear to my vision or movie screen, is what I call it.  Sometimes I can only hear them or feel them in my body. 

Last year a lady came into my office do a Mediumship session with a guy.  I did my normal routine and said please close your eyes, relax and open yourselves up to the healing you are about to recieve.  I did their chakra alignments and received messages like I knew the guy wasn't her boyfriend and was just here for moral support and they confirmed my feelings were right as well as I felt he never had a reading before he felt to me a little skeptical, which is fine and a normal emotion.  So after I did the energy healing I had this desire to hold my neck.  I had both hand on my neck, holding the front of my neck and I say to both of them- can you please open your eyes.   I said I feel like I want to hold my neck, does this mean something to either of you?  She said yes, he hung himself.  It was a very shoking but intense moment in that office and the look on her guy friends face was what I'd refer to as a Kodak moment.  She became very emotional and at that moment he knew I was the real deal and I felt his skeptical block come down and I was able to channel the messages, providing guidance from both of them from their loved one and Angels. 
They had an amazing session.
That day I left my office really in just amazement with Spirit once again!

I know I have many gifts and help a lot of people and there are those times I just go through the motions, but there are times I leave my office just amazed.  I am grateful and always thank God that I could hear that, or know that, or see the things I do and provide guidance, healing and messages from loved ones. 
Thank you God's Angels, the Holy Spirit & Jesus.  Thank you for reading my blogs I hope they help.  

I am sending you blessings & love,
Peej

 

Written on Dec 18, 2013 
So one night, a few weeks ago, after I got done at the office I was driving home.  I don't use cards or tools, I work with Spirit, energy, and so sometimes I'm physically and energetically drained because I work with use my body.  With this being said, most days I'm in the office I really don't feel like going home and cooking, honestly I love cooking, but after I work it's really hard for me to stand there and even harder to clean up the mess after. Sometimes dishes sit in the sink for days.  I have issues standing, but that's a different subject for another blog, lol anyway- I stopped to get gas in my black on black cool rental car. Which by the way is a boat and was very hard to parallel park!  
Reason for a rental: A few weeks earlier I had gone to the store and after I shopped I went to exit my parking spot as I go to back up I hear a scraping noise under my car. I didn't think anything of it. I got home unloaded my groceries and when I had to leave later as I went to get back into my car, I notice my whole bumper was hanging off! Completely dismantled, so I had to call the store and explain what happened. He said that he needed to watch the video and call me back. When he did he said they'd fix it, but they had to put a claim into their insurance company. 
Then I brought my car in and got a rental car, and well of course, I pick the nicest car on the lot.  A brand new black on black 2014 charger. Okay- back to my Angel story... I worked that day and was feeling wiped so while driving I decided to place a togo food order for dinner. I stopped for gas, but I couldn't figure out how to put gas in this car... DUH! Where's the gas door release button? It was nowhere to be found! I'm looking, looking.... but I can't find any button. I had to call my friend that has a fiancé with a Charger to find the magic button. 
(By now I just want to be done with this day because it's been kind of a discombobulating.) Lucky for me she answered, thank you Angels. I'm able to pump my gas, but when I was getting out of the car, my phone rang and I saw that it was the lady from the restaurant that I ordered the food from, so I answer. .. I let her know that I was pumping gas and I would be there momentarily, because I was right down the street. When I hung up I placed the black phone on top of the black on black car, and pumped my gas. 
Then I proceeded to get a receipt, the machine wasn't working, so I let the attendant know. Meanwhile, I get back into the car, completely forgetting the phone because it's a black phone on a black on black car! and I drive off, and of course I'm in a brand new charger so I gas it! Hello! Who wouldn't, right?! LOL
Then I hear this "CLUNK" "CLUNK" and I think "Oh s***! was that was my phone?!"  So I try to find my phone in the dark, while driving and trying to watch the road, which wasn't working so I pulled over...I can't find it ! I knew that noise was my phone darn it!  I quickly turn around and I go up and down the street multiple times. I don't see it anywhere! So I call my son in a complete panicked frenzy, from my work cell phone, thank God I have another cell phone! I tell him that I need to come and get him, because I left my phone on top of the car and now it's on the street somewhere. I am completely freaking out because it has all of my emails and numbers, and more so because a few weeks prior my blackberry just decided one night to delete two years of pictures and videos! Just on its own! Ta da just like that GONE! So at this point I'm having a post traumatic syndrome episode. 
(Which by the way I bought a new phone, I have had blackberries for the last 5 or 6 years and after it just deleted a huge chunk of my life, memories and what felt like part of my soul ripped out of me- I will never ever ever again buy a blackberry ever ever ever!!)
Okay soooooo I get him and we drive up and down in the area I heard the "clunk clunk" and my son says, "Mom I don't think it's on the street." I snapped, "Well where do you think it went?! It has to be, because I heard it right around this area." 
He says, "Maybe it's at the gas staton, plus if it did, there would be a thousand pieces on the street because it would have shattered if you were gassing it when it fell." 
Obviously I wanted to find my phone even if it's in a thousand pieces, so we drove up and down the street multiple times. I kept thinking, "Why Angels, why is this happening to me? Please help me find my phone Angels please!" 
If I found it, at least I could get the sim card and the memory card. Then my son says, "Mom, why don't you pull into the gas station where there is lights maybe it feel off there."
I was reluctant, and I snapped, "It feel off when I was on this street, I heard it!"
He says just pull in there real quick so we can check. So I did, reluctantly. I said I pumped gas right there. He gets out. As he proceeds towards the back of the vehicle, out of habit I glance in my rear view mirror and I see this little square that just so happened to be my blackberry! As my son also notices it at that exact moment! He grabs it, and now I'm saying thank you Angels! Thank you God! He hops back into the car and says, "Mom, that was your a Angels for sure! That was what I call our Angels at work, a miracle! Do you know how small that little lip was that held onto this phone?" I said, "Yes!" He says, "I can't believe that little lip held onto that phone!" I said, "Yep and thank you Angels!"
Both of us were just in complete shock! 
I thought this is another one of my Angel stories I need to share and blog about, so I got out and snapped a few pictures to attach.

My Angels always surprise me with their amazing powers and abilities to save, protect, guide, help and fix things!

Thank you, thank you, thank you God's Angels!

I always say, Angels are like neighbors. We know they're there but most times we don't acknowledge them or communicate with them. We know we have neighbors, but we just ignore them. Same thing with our Angels. 
We need to make a connection with them, and communicate with them. Acknowledge them.

It's real simple. YOU ASK, AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE! YOU DON'T ASK- YOU DON'T RECEIVE!

When in session, the Angels will tell me when someone needs to communicate with Angels and when they do I always tell my clients, it's real simple! 
And one of my Spirit Guides always share analogies to explain. So here is one. ..
You know there are neighbors next door and all around you. We can live in a house for three years and never meet or even greet your neighbor. Most often we just mind our own business and pretend we have tunnel vision when we see a neighbor waking to their car or watering their lawn. We just mind our own biz wax (aka business) lol and that's exactly what we do with our Angels and Spirit Guides. 
If you want to make contact with your Angels, and I was using the neighbor analogy, but please apply it to your Angels. Introduce yourself to your Angels. Say hi. 
We need to communicate with them! If it be your neighbors or your Angels, we need to acknowledge them and in this case we're using it in a context of our neighbors, but paying attention to the energy not the words. So back to my Angels. 
The first step is knowing we have them. Second we have to acknowledge them by doing that we learn about them, ask about them and imagine them. Then we can make contact with them, so that we can start to have a connection with them. Then communicate with them. Talk to them. Believe in them, trust them.  Depend on them by asking them for help. And then always thank them. This is the most important part- noticing their efforts and their amazing powers or gifts and thanking them. We need to thank them and praise them and talk about them. Share with them. Love them. We are born with our own personal Angels. Doreen Virtue talks a lot about Angels! She has a lot o of amazing Angel information in her books including her Angel numbers book, which I own. My Angels always show me 444, especially when I'm working on babies at the hospitals. And I see 333 a lot. I used to always see 222 a few years ago and I'd always wake up and the clock would show 222am. Those are my Angels talking to me.

Okay- back to the neighbor analogy... We know they are there... We want to acknowledge and want them to be a part of our lives, so the next time you are planning on having a garage sale aka communicating with your Angels, you can go over and ring their door bell and when they answer, because Angels always do...And the neighbors answer the door too lol
You say, "Hi I'm your neighbor, my name is...and I just wanted to say hi and let you know that we're having a garage sale on the third Saturday of next month. They say hi...bla bla bla and you conversate, then they say thank you for the invite and you go home and continue on with your day. But now you have made a connection. That's the hardest part acknowledging they are there and making that connection.  But the good news is once you do, it all comes naturally and flows all so naturally!

Then you make a point to talk to them.  In context of your neighbors, as your walking to your can and you see them, you can just wave to say hello, and in context of your Angels you can imagine them in front of you or in your mind's eye and you just simply say hello. That's acknowledging them, making contact with them, and being friendly and communicating with them.  Saying hello- which is growing a friendship with them. Same with your Angels, you talk to them and share your thoughts, desires, dreams and needs and wants with them. 
Another neighbors example is when you have that garage sale, once they bring their stuff out to sell you walk over say hi while browsing around to see what treasures they decided to part with. They offer you some lemon aid, you get to talking and you find out their daughter goes to the same dance studio and they offer to trade off certain days with you, saving you the trip. What a blessing! You made a connection and now they offered to help get your daughter to dance. You feel great about meeting, and getting to know your neighbors after living there for two years not so much as acknowledging them! They give your daughter a ride, you thank them. And the same goes with God's Angels. When they do something like my phone incident, I thank them! So always remember to say thank you!

Okay so a month later your getting ready to start your car one morning and the battery is dead. You're in a rush. You see Bob, your neighbor, that you made a connection with and you say, hey can you give me a jump? Asking for help. He gladly says yes, jumps your car, you thank him and you're on your way and feeling very blessed. 
What a great feeling that is to have made a connection, and asked and then to receive. 
Same goes with your Angels. 
You make a connection, communicate, ask and you shall receive. It's that simple!

I always call on 100,000 of God's Angels whenever I do a session. I have an amazing connection with my Angels. I love my Angels! They are amazingly awesome!

Thank you God for your Angels, they are amazing!

Here are some quotes that touched my heart

This is a blog I actually wrote about two years ago- before I even had a blog.  I hve shared it with two or three people but I thought i'd post it here. 
(and without reading it again and editing it..hhhaha)

Life lessons:
We all have lessons to learn. The things that are so difficult for us are only lessons we have chosen for ourselves. If things are easy for us, then they are not lessons but are things we already know."  -Louise Hay
 
I believe prior to entering this lifetime we have a contract of life lessons mapped out for us. I believe good and bad all have a rhyme or reason.
I have this vision of us, our soul, Mother Mary, the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, and several angels sitting at a table as if it were a typical friday
morning meeting at the work place. And the "plan" which will eventually become your life, once it has been mutually agreed upon, will eventually be "you" a living, loving, laughing being.
Then there is the anticipation of waiting for your number to be called.  And "bingo!" *poof* you are sliding down the canal, through the clouds, into the light, into a body, a new world, with some old, but definitely new lessons to experience, grow, and learn from.  A set of maybe, unexpected talents and gifts.  A whole new world. A whole new fresh start, a new life path.

A life full of surprises and just the unknown gives me scary and exciting feelings all at once !
New life lessons.
Makes me think of a time before when i just could not understand why a situation was so difficult and I couldn't imagine how I was going to get through this" a popular thought I have recited a few times "why me God?" Also comes to mind. ..  But now I look back and realize I actually got through it all. I succeeded!  Even after all the thoughts and anxiety of how difficult it seemed at the time. Replaying it in my mind over and over. Like a broken record.  Most times you can look back, knowing in your heart and seeing that you grew from it. You may even look back and say, "that wasn't as bad as I thought it was at the time!"
And then there are those stubborn life lessons we still haven't mastered. I believe we will get to them, and if not they will be brought to the table (the meeting, next life time) if we don't learn from them.
Life lessons are sort of a bitter but  sweet fruit.
We all have been there, whether it be taking on a new position at work, learning something new, breaking off an unhealthy relationship or learning something new.
At first, it feels difficult because it is a shift from the norm, or maybe because it is an unexpected change.  Most times these things promote growth.
You have to have faith and know things are in line with the universe. The way they were meant to be. We may not understand the reason at the time, but they are all happening for a reason. Know it is divine timing.
A simple way of looking at it is by remembering back, as a little itsy bitsy...crawling around.  What if you chose not to take a chance and attempt to take a step to walk? Resisting because what your doing is working, and out of fear you chose not to take a chance, you won't attempt to stand or take a step. And maybe because you saw another fall and get hurt and even cry.  You may even have tried it and fell and hurt yourself. So out of fear, you avoid. why change things? "I mean, you can crawl over there to get the toy, so your fine,  right? Where do you think you would be now if you never took the chance to change and those first steps and fall a few times?
Change could seem difficult, but know this...
 once you make a choice, because it is a choice or decide to take on life's lessons with acceptance, love and light then you will truly understand that "The key to happiness is accepting what is"  
Which is a qoute my fvorite professor in college, Randy Fujishin once shared with me, and it has stuck to my mind, body, and soul... so I now I put it on my business cards.


Sending love & light,
Peej