Today was my late day I was supposed to be able to sleep one hour longer, but this didn't happen because my grandmother decided to wake me up with chitter chatter in my ear about things that need to be done, changes that need to be made, how to do them and when.    It's all kinds of good information but to early in the morning though!  When she was alive I remember she would love to wake me up.  I would drive to Sacramento to visit her on my days off and I wanted to sleep in. I mean why couldn't I do the two birds with one stone and visit her on my day off and sleep in?  But no she had different idea for me.  She was an early bird so she'd be in the kitchen slamming cupboards and making all kinds of noise.  I knew it was intentional to wake me up I used to lay there and feel so irritated and one time I was almost in tears, so one time I said something to her, and when I speak of this now, I want to laugh, because she would never hesitate to do what she wanted or thought was right.   My grandparents were one of a kind.  She would push her way to the front and my Grandfather would say whatever was on his mind, he didn't care if he hurt your feelings or what other's thought.  He was what some would consider rude because he was very out spoken, stubborn and would get aggressive at times.  But my Grandmother was just a little pushy.  She would always tell me he that my grumpy Grandfather liked me and I knew he didn't.  He was mean.  He was a horse in the Chinese astrology and I'm a monkey, is what my cousin says...now it all makes sense to me why he didn't take a liking to me.  It's a Chinese Astrology thing!  Lol
Anyways back to my Grandmother she is a very funny woman she'd wake me up when I would visit her by making noise and slamming things and she would always say when I visited that I'd have plenty of time to sleep when I was dead.  That was her philosophy, and now she is showing me from the other side so she decided to wake me up early and she does that quite often and we had to have a little talk this morning so I'm hoping that doesn't happen anymore, but she does give me some good advice and ideas where to make some changes. And she let me know she loves me and guides me and that it's pretty amazing that I can hear see and feel Loved Ones that have crossed over to the other side. 
I am very thankful to have a direct connection to Spirit, and my Guides especially thankful that my grandmother has chose me, to be one of my amazing spiritual Guide and connections. 
I was feeling irritated, but I chose to feel blessed and thankful. 
Do you have a connection to Spirit?  
Do you ever wake up and just have no idea why?   Prior to my Spiritual Path or awareness I moved nine times in ten years.  I always thought it was the loud neighbors or the dog barking or the busy noisey....  It was Spirit!
You may hear Spirit and not understand.  Maybe you're a Medium too!

January 24, 2014 
I want to make sure people understand that I take my Spiritual Gift very serious.  Someone came into my office for a session a week or so ago.  I did my normal routine energy healing on her, channels the messages that came forward, gave guidance and then asked her if she had any questions at the end, like I normally do. Normally a person doesn't have questions, but she did.  She asked if I you could communnicate with her family that have passed?  I said yes.....
This is just an example of what I recall she did (NOT what she did exactly, because I channel I don't recall a lot of what is said in my sessions percisely)  but so you get an idea I'm going to give you an example closest to what I recall transpired in my office that day.  It really made me feel uncomfortable and abused spiritually.  Apparently she thought "Spiritual Healer Medium Peej" was a VIDEO GAME and you just put a quarters in and connect with a loved one that has passed to spit out a message or two, and then you just put in another quarter and see what another loved one has to say and yet another quarter in- to see what another dead realiative has to say.  
I'm not sure how other people connect, but for me if the loved one that has passed has messages they will make themselves known and present right when the clients enters my office, and they will talk and give messages before I can start my normal routine of energy healing work, sometimes resulting in me doing energy healing at the end or not doing it at all. 
If a client wants to dial up a loved one at the end then the client says I wanted to connect to my mom then most times I can hear, see or feel them. but other times I ask them to please say their name and for me- its like dialing up the spirit of that loved one then I can either see them and explain what they look like or I can feel them in my body, where I take on their energy and I can explain where they had pain or health issues.  I always hear them in combination to either seeing or feeling them.

So here's an example of what I recall and close to what took place a week or so ago: I did everything I normally do and once I was done I remember I asked her if she had any questions.  She said she wanted to connect with her grandma Sue... So immediately I explained that I felt something very painful in my stomach asked if this made sense to her, she confirmed that her grandmother had passed of stomach cancer- k -k-  Then I say she is showing me a truck- she confirms- yes she drove a truck....  This is the way Spirit of a loved one that has passed will make themselves present by giving me information only you know.   
Then she puts another quarter in (figurativly speaking) and says what about my uncle Joe immediatly I feel major pain in my head and mostly on the left side.  I ask her does this make sense to you or mean something?  She confirmed that yes it did because he had head trama on the left side from a motorcycle accident.  Then she says what about my cousin Bobby Joe does he have anything to say to me?... 

So after her fourth dial up- I said I can't  connect to see if and what they have to say to you.  I feel like I should have said this isn't a video game or I'm not a video game. But it wasn't until after she left that it bothered me.
Honestly I felt like I had been drug through the energy mud and spiritually exhausted because I take on loved ones and their energy, feelings and emotions it can be a lot of energy expelled for me and exhausting.  Plus I felt taken advantage of and used and abused spiritually which extremely affected me negatively which then irritated me, after her session.

SO HERE I AM BLOGGING about this.  My gift to communicate with a loved one is to be respected and taken very serious.  This is not a game, or joke and is NOT to be used to see or prove to you that Peej is really connected spiritually.  My connection to the After-Life is sacred!  I have helped many people bring healing to their mind, body and soul with the gift of being able to connect with a loved one that has passed.  Your Loved One will show me, tell me or give me feelings through vibrations that make sense to you, NOT ME, to confirm they are present, around us to help guide, solve, or clear up things and they bring forward information they want to share with you to guide you towards healing and closure.  

I am the channel and deliverer of messages NOT a video game to just randomly see what they have to say to you or to just experiment with connecting with your loved ones because you're curious and bored.  So please respect my connection.  If you want to connect with a loved one to get closure, healing which confirms that they are around and to experience the gift that there is life after death then schedule a session and they will channel information only makes sense to you, through me to you.  And most times they will help me hear, feel or see where you need healing, inspiration and guidance in your life and sometimes without stepping forward and making themselves appear to my vision or movie screen, is what I call it.  Sometimes I can only hear them or feel them in my body. 

Last year a lady came into my office do a Mediumship session with a guy.  I did my normal routine and said please close your eyes, relax and open yourselves up to the healing you are about to recieve.  I did their chakra alignments and received messages like I knew the guy wasn't her boyfriend and was just here for moral support and they confirmed my feelings were right as well as I felt he never had a reading before he felt to me a little skeptical, which is fine and a normal emotion.  So after I did the energy healing I had this desire to hold my neck.  I had both hand on my neck, holding the front of my neck and I say to both of them- can you please open your eyes.   I said I feel like I want to hold my neck, does this mean something to either of you?  She said yes, he hung himself.  It was a very shoking but intense moment in that office and the look on her guy friends face was what I'd refer to as a Kodak moment.  She became very emotional and at that moment he knew I was the real deal and I felt his skeptical block come down and I was able to channel the messages, providing guidance from both of them from their loved one and Angels. 
They had an amazing session.
That day I left my office really in just amazement with Spirit once again!

I know I have many gifts and help a lot of people and there are those times I just go through the motions, but there are times I leave my office just amazed.  I am grateful and always thank God that I could hear that, or know that, or see the things I do and provide guidance, healing and messages from loved ones. 
Thank you God's Angels, the Holy Spirit & Jesus.  Thank you for reading my blogs I hope they help.  

I am sending you blessings & love,
Peej